Rubedo

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Closing In by Rubedo, literature

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Closing In

The darkness closes in It slowly consumes me It pierces through my flesh It eats away at my soul I look for an escape There is no one there I have nothing left now The darkness is my grave The light is gone now There is nothing left I float alone within myself I wonder if it is all over There is nothing to do No one else with me I wonder if I am dead At least I don't have anymore to fear

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Floating by Rubedo, literature

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Floating

As I drift here Around this world Feeling nothing Seeing nothing Being no one I soon find something It calls out to me When I get to it My eyes open I begin to feel At first there is happiness But then I long for something No, someone I can not reach that person So I look for my shell I wished to see and feel no more The shell had drifted on Leaving me to see and feel But I am alone Floating here waiting Waiting for that someone

Spooki Love by Rubedo, literature

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Spooki Love

When I met you I did not know anything Not even my own name I knew not where I was I did not remember my past You took care of me You trusted me Even though I was armed You saved my life And for that I owe you But I have nothing in return So I can only offer myself to you You took me to your home And even when you didn't have to You left there with me You came with me Even though I was a demon You still trusted me You knew I wouldn't do anything to you But that knowledge had no real basis You just trusted We went back to find my home And that is when you saved my life for a second time Now I owed you more then I could ev

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Digging A Grave by Rubedo, literature

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Digging A Grave

Working late at night Digging a hole six feet deep. Then I hear a sound to the right I drop my shovel without a peep I get up out of the hole And what do I find? Nothing, not even a mole I call out for an answer of some kind And hearing nothing in return I head back into the grave And return to work like a slave But when I get back I am not alone With only his face shown I knew that this grave I had made Would be my final resting place.

Breaking Apart by Rubedo, literature

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Breaking Apart

From within each human being There is a virus eating us A virus breaking us apart Taking us apart Piece by piece We all fall apart The virus picking at us From the inside Like little miners digging for gold It rips us up Burning every little piece It changes who we were To who we are But through this all Not only do we do nothing We like it because it's like a drug And we couldn't live without it

Falling by Rubedo, literature

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Falling

It is a great rush Better than any high that drugs can offer Slowly gaining height Over the world below Then when your at the top You just let go The next thing you know Your speeding back to the world The world that you grew up in The world of the people you love The people you hate But you don't need to worry Because soon that world will be gone The last feelings of wind rushing past you Before it all goes black

Trust me by Rubedo, literature

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Trust me

Trust me I won't let you fall I won't let you down I will always be on time But not if you don't have trust in me. Believe me I only tell the truth I only give you facts I try to be everything you want me to be But if you don't believe does it really matter? Hate me I know how the game is played I know how to get to the end But I will be alone I will not let you know the secrets so you will hate me. Destroy me You need to be gone with me You don't need me around Destroy the hope in my eyes For your own greedy little reasons. Be me You don't know who your talking to You don't know what you really look like You don't know

My Time by Rubedo, literature

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My Time

It's my time to shine But I cannot shine through darkness The darkness closes in Taking away my light Stopping me from getting through To all of you You, the ones who listen You, the ones who pay attention The ones I want in my time of need You, the ones who say you'll be there But I know you won't Because you are to busy making use of your time Even if you don't shine Even though you fight with me You fight against me Trying to stop my light from shining through You are the darkness holding me back You are the powers blocking my path But I can not just get rid of you You are too much to me I don't get rid of the best thin

Defeat by Rubedo, literature

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Defeat

I am defeated You have won I knew you would I let you win Because I wanted it more than winning You are worth more than my pride If this defeat means victory in the end Then why bother trying to stop it I am defeated That's why I'm here without you I'm here on my own But that's what you wanted wasn't it You want me to ask you But how do I do it All I know is I've lost if I don't Not only my pride But my true love as well I am defeated Now I am here with you The only thing running through my mind was How to do this And how you would respond All it really was was a gold band Be it one with a stone in it But still it seem

My Mind by Rubedo, literature

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My Mind

My mind runs It wanders To places I dare not go You don't want to be there It is a dark place A place where my mind is being trapped It can wander no farther for it is stuck in the dark place I cannot leave this dark place I can not bring my mind back I become afraid The dark place is not a place anyone wants to see No one wants to know what exists there If they knew they would try to help But no one can help No one wants to know what it is They don't want to know Therefore they can not help That's why my mind is trapped in a dark place The dark place that is expanding The dark place that is consuming me Consuming me slowl

The Outside by Rubedo, literature

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The Outside

Being on the outside All alone With no one to talk to But being there with your friends Felling as if they are merely using you Feeling like they don't relly like you As they trample over your feelings by doing nothing They don't even help So what are friends really for? It makes me feel so violent I want to injure them or worse I want to have the drown Maybe in a pool of their own blood But these things will never come to pass Because I have faith that sometime maybe they will understand Then one day I can get my word in And actually have them listen and understand I do not see why some friends seem more important Well mayb

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Artist // Literature

Canada
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Canada
Favourite genre of music: Linkin Park
Favourite photographer: Thomas
Operating System: XP
Favourite cartoon character: Albedo
Personal Quote: Don't bother trying to be good at something unless your the best at it

Favourite Visual Artist

Jac

Favourite Movies

Secret Window

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Linkin Park

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Favourite Games

Star Ocean: Till The End Of Time

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

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Rubedo

Dec 9, 2005

Grandia

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Hey everyone. I have recently joined the official fansite for Grandia III. If you want to join as well please just leave your email address in a comment or just tell me so in a comment and I can find your email in your profile. And if you do I will have an invitation sent to you. Please join through me, that way you can help me out too. I get points if you join through me and those points could lead to me earning stuff, possibly including the game itself once it comes out. It would be of great help to me if you do choose to join. But do not feel obligated to join just to help me, if you aren't interested in the game and really don't want to j

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Rubedo

Jun 11, 2005

Today is boring!

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Today is the day I get to go to my commencement and therefore officially become a graduate. This may sound like a good thing to all of you, but my idea of graduation is go there get a diploma and leave. But no they decided they want us to go in and sit in a certain order in a fancy way and sit there for a while. Then we all get to stand up at the right time and it's supposed to be simaltaneously and go around and then get our diploma, some roses, and a pin. Then we get to sit back down for another while. Then we all stand up one row at a time and exit, of course standing up simaltaneously in our rows. That will be my favorite time because the

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Rubedo

Nov 30, 2004

My name

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This creepy site new too much about me just by my name...I'm afraid, I might have a stalker! Your name of Darren gives you a clever mind, good business judgment, a sense of responsibility, and an appreciation of the finer things of life. You are serious-minded and not inclined to make light of things even in little ways, and in your younger years you had more mature interests than others your age. Home and family mean a great deal to you and it is natural that you should desire the security of a peaceful, settled home environment where you can enjoy the companionship of family and friends. Whatever you set out to accomplish you do your very